I need to upgrade myself without burning out. My newborn kid needs me. My wife, who has had a lot of tough luck with her health and therefore with her career needs me. I dream of being a researcher/teacher but despite just having finishing my PhD, I don’t have what it takes yet and may be on the path to endless short term contracts. Also, I have Multiple Sceloris, so far it’s not going to poorly, but it makes me anxious and sometimes I feel like my “healthy time” is limited. I am also basically anxious. So again, I need to upgrade. There’s so much happiness to create, for me and my family; and for everyone we know.
Now, Optimize coach is way too expensive for me as a recent PhD graduate without a job. And Optimize alone is a bit too messy (I just started, and I’ll do my best waiting for heroic, promess). That’s why heroic looks good to me.